The wayward one returns
After quite a hiatus from this journal i am returning today. After gaining at WI last night I decided that drastic measures must be taken. I am about 10 pounds from where I was two years when I started weight watchers and this is unacceptable. So starting today I am going to obsessively journal my points and I also went to walmart last night and bought some trim spa. Now before you all yell at me and tell me i am going to weight watchers hell for this stunt, please hear me out.
I am doing this to sorta give my metabolism a nudge. My metabolism sucks ass, I hate it. If i even eat a tic tac i gain like 10 pounds and its really frustrating. I can watch people around me (mainly chad) put away junk 24/7 and I eat that tic tac and i need to run a fucking marathon. its annoying and very disheartening. I wish i could eat all this stuff, but at the same time i dont want to be a lardass all my life. I figured that something needs to be done about this. And so far trimspa has been pretty cool. I took one before i ate my yogurt this morning and I was pretty full from yogurt. I plan on taking two before lunch and then two before dinner. So far I am in a really good mood and i have energy. Now before you think I'm abusing trim spa and taking and then binge eating, i'm not. I am still going to follow weight watchers to the T. Breakfast was 2 points, and lunch will be 6 since i am having some baked pierogies. That leaves me points for dinner. Chad is taking me to Mallorca for paella. granted paella is high in points, but i am going to use some flex points. But also with the pills making me feel full chances are i wont eat too much of it. i will eat the chicken and seafood first since its protein and i think that i have been craving protein lately.
Anyways catch you all on the flip side!